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i cant believe that im the only person in the world who feels that they cant be there self even in front of people they know and love, i have this mager trus issuse my head will be saying you can trust them theyve never hurt you before and they never would hurt you jessica but then there is tht small part in my brain going what if they do you cant be 100% sure they wont hurt you and that part of my brain always wins which SUCKS it might not be a big deal most of the time but when i try get in to a relationship its always there that thaught that they could be cheating on me and they seem to hate the fact i cant tell them how i reali feel if something is upsetting me i just put on a smile and act like im fine but they know somethings wrong and they act to like they dont notice it but everything just gets so odd bettween us.
i just want to know a way to trust people so im not hiding half of who i am is there anyone out there got any ideas to help ??
outie xx
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Posted by jesska on 2009-01-25 12:09:47 | Rating: | Views: 120
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