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The days in life go on and on, it feels like you will live forever, but then there's the day where your eyes are opened and you realize you ran out of time. Children grow up into adults so fast that you feel as if life cheated you of time. I am only a student in high school.When I went to school it used to seem as though growing up would not come quick enough. I go to school like any other teenage kid wanting pretty much the same things as everyone else, the want of a first kiss, or winning the CIF in sports, becoming prom Queen, but the sad thing is, I have come to realize that those things will be just memories in just a few days. I know they will be with me forever, but life goes on; I have college, work, being a parent and a whole lot of growing up to do. I am not sure if I am to try to enjoy and do what ever I want? Or to do the smart thing every time? Growing up is the hardest thing. I used to want it, but now I dread it. I have no idea what I want to do with my life. Should I do what people just expect from me? I have no reason not to. I have no plan for me. I have tried to find something that really inspires me, but I come up dry. Life goes on; not waiting for me to catch up with it. I start to drown in the back ground trying to keep a flout, just hoping some one will try and get me out and hoping they will point me in the right direction.
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Posted by jessicahgist on 2008-04-09 18:42:40 | Rating: | Views: 157
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All you have to do is take one day at a time. Sounds hard but honestly, it's the best way to get on with life and get the most out of it. You're going to have some of the most wonderful days you could ever dream of ahead of you and some which are, simply, not so good. Life is a huge adventure, full of surprises so try to embrace it and don't waste it worrying about what has gone or what is ahead. You sound like you have an underlying worry. Find someone good to talk it over with. Talking helps as long as it is the right person you share with. And memories are good. When you are as old as me you will take them out of their compartments when you need to and smile. I haven't much chance these days of getting a wolf whistle but boy, did I use to stop those builders in their tracks. You see - you can even laugh at it all. Good luck, take it easy and find a special friend. You have so much joy yet to experience.
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Posted by overthehillandfar...
on 2008-04-10 04:37:28
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