i love the thought of writing out my thoughts. that sounds funny.. i helps me understand myself better. a lot of the stuff i write on though is corny... i woulndnt write it again problably. i love to write poems, the problem for me is i cant write happy ones. i might have written one but i started off sad. none of my poems effect me as deep as i try to write them. i have good friends who have had these troubles and i think thats why i write those kind of poems. my life has actually been a blessing. i havent had the hard ships that others have. the wierd thing is, is i feel as though the bad part of my life is coming, just around the corner. i feel for the people who have had terrible things happen to them. thats the reasons why i write. i also enjoy being able to share my thoughts to people who dont know me but dont critize things i say... well most of the time. i do want imput. i want my poems to get better. the blogs where i write about my self are for me. because i always go tell people things i dont want to tell. its just i cant help it. when i write it on the blog i get to tell people but they dont gossip.

so if any grace people read my stuff.. i think i would be embressed. cuz im a dork and say corny things all through out my blog..