so here at thoughts.com i write about things that i dont normally tell people. for example my poems and just the stuff i write about in my everyday life. i dont people i know know to read about how i feel about a guy. things like that. my sisters know about my blog but they arent suppose to tell peeps about it.... thats why im writing this. my sister goes and tell my friend about it saying stuff i write or say and it just bugs me. i want this blog so i can share how i feel but not with people/ my friends that will probaly just luagh. i mean they are good friends its just something i dont want to share with them. and my sister feels as though its her right totell. :( w/e. i dont want the guy who i write about to read it. its kinda presonal to me. and hed probably just get weirded out. i dont even like him. at least i try not to. i dont want to.i dont need to yet. i dont need to and i know thatbut there is still the want there. but ill keep trying to push it away until its right idk. i cant make decisions thats why i write. it helps me see what im feeling. u know? maybe its just me. well im g2g going to gowatch a scary movie,. i think its called the mist