Thoughts.com Blogs - Me Continued

so today i got to go to school at evlen 55 because the freshean had testing so junoirs didnt have to go to school yet. today i was txting quinn as normal and the topic of banquet can up. banquet is like a lame word for a dance without dancing at my school. its private so they dont allow "dances" its silly but all well. so when i was txting him and still am at the moment i asked to see if he wanted to go to banquet with me. he said yes but at friends or what? all i could come up with was idk. lame i know but thats its true. i like him but as what me friend? or more. i can talk to him about anything but i dont see him. he said sry and that it didnt matter. and that he would go. so that was pretty cool. but i wish i had an answer for him. i want to say yes but i am so woerd. when i see him in person accationally i act all stange. for example i never know what to talk about when hes there. but when i txt him i have so much to say. well my lil sis has to come on got to go.

okay im back. so he is going to go with me. now the problem is .. Am i able to be normal around him . lol he is amazing and funny. i dont know why he would like me. i think he could theough. but i dont understand why