here by myself
no one can relate
why i act in this way
they dont want me around
should i just run away?
i dont believe they'd notice
i wouldnt be in anyones way
im tired of hurting every one around
i know i have let them down
im trying to be better
but i think its to late
they dont need me
or want me around
i know this because
they watch me fall to the ground
once they were my friends
and now they walk away
as i hurt inside
i dont know why i try
in just wasting time
im leaving
i cant keep believing
im gone


when i wrote this i was having a bad day. but i was never thinking of leaving like going to move or die. but not being there friends anymore. today months later i am still friends with them im just not as close as i was. thats okay too. i like who i am but i do want to be better. .....