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I HAVE COME ALONG WAY FROM WHERE I USE TO BE AND NOW I FIND MYSELF CONFUSED ON WHO I REALLY AM! I SAY THIS BECAUSE I HAVE GROWN UP AS ANOTHER PERSON AND FOUND THAT IS NOT THE PERSON I SHOULD BE YET THE PERSON I AM NOW IS GOOD BUT VERY UNCOMFORTABLE AT TIMES. YOU SPEND ALL YOUR TIME TRYING TO MAKE OUT YOUR LIFE AND FIGURE OUT WHO YOU ARE AND WHEN YOU THINK YOU HAVE FOUND THIS PERSON INSIDE OF YOU IT STARTS TO DRIVE YOU TO AN UNKNOWN PLACE INSIDE YOUR SOUL. YOU START TO QUESTION YOURSELF AND FIND THAT YOU ARE FEELING OFF AND CONFUSED. YOU MUST FIND OUT WHAT MAKES YOU HAPPY? WHAT BRINGS PEACE AND REST TO YOUR HEART AND SOUL. WHAT GETS THE WHEEELS IN YOUR MIND TURNING. THAT IS WHO YOU ARE. WHEN YOU SAY SOMETHING OR DO SOMETHING AND YOU DONT THINK BACK WAS THAT RIGHT OR SHOULD I OF DONE THAT, THEN YOU FIND AT LEAST PART OF WHO YOU ARE. I HAVE SPENT A LARGE PART OF MY LIFE UNSURE OF WHO I AM SUPPOSE TO BE, MEANING SO MUCH AS HAPPEND IN MY LIFE I CANT SEEM TO FIND THAT PEACE INSIDE MY SOUL. SO I SIT HERE DAY IN AND DAY OUT AND TRY TO IMPROVE MY ABILITY TO BE WHAT MAKES ME WHO I AM. WHAT IS THAT YOU ASK? MY ABILITY TO THINK FREELY AND LISTEN CAREFULLY. TO USE MY HEART AND SOUL AND MY MIND AS A WHOLE. TO HAVE THE POWER TO BE AS I AM AND NOT FEEL LIKE LESS OF A PERSON. TO NOT LET ANYONE EMBRACE MY MIND BODY AND SOUL WITHOUT MY SAY SO. I NEED TO KNOW WHO I AM YET I KNOW WHAT I AM ABOUT. I AM ABOUT BEING A WOMAN WHO KNOWS WHAT SHE WANTS AND FEELING THE PASSION IN EVERYTHING I DO AND SAY. IS THIS ALSO WHO I AM OR MAYBE A BREIF INTRO TO WHAT I MAY BECOME? I KNOW MY TIME WILL COME WHEN I AM COMFORTABLE WITH THE WOMAN I AM AND KNOW WHAT SHE IS. JUST ME AND ONLY ME ONE WOMAN WITH MANY WORDS.
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