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You're noticing by now I suppose that my peoms are about my boyfriend. I suppose he affects me the most emotionally. Anyway. This was after a fight, ofcourse.

I never tell people the bad side of you.
I never want it to show through
The fact that I'm verbially abused, and accused of things that I'd never do.
I want people to see you as sweet and nice, and to think that we never fight.
But we do .. alot .. and I want it to stop.
I can't handle it when you're mad, and I don't understand why.
When you make me cry and want to die.
When you accuse me of lies that I'd never do
When you can't see how much I fucking love you.
Why are you half and half ... Like Dr Jekkle and Mr Hyde
Why do you act different once you hear me cry.
Why can't you be like that all the time
I feel as if my voice is heard just as much as a mime.
I love you, and I want you to know.
I want you to let you're feelings for me show.
Because I know their there, I know you care.
Maybe I just upset you
I think I made you mad too.
Well consider this my apology, my "I'm sorry" for being me
I'm sorry for whatever I do that you don't like.
I'm sorry for every little fight.
I'm sorry if I like shoes and dresses.
I'm sorry if I always turn things into big messes.
I'm sorry you scare me.
But I'd never dare, because I care,
and loving you is the only thing in this world that comes so God damn easy to me.