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So, i am siiting here at my house, thinking that i really need to go to bed soon. I am planning on getting off right afteri write this note, which could be long...Oh well :) First off i just want to say, i love this weather, it actually feels more like May, finally! I think i have a mosquito bite actually. Oh well, the point is, its nicer out :)
So yesterday, i started Kelsey's senior pictures, and i just got done editing them. I think they're gonna turn out good. It gives me a chance to play on my camera too.hehe, its great fun :D
I didn't have to work today, which was nice. Except for the fact that i ended up having a headache half the day and cleaning and other stuff that i didn't want to do for the other half... It was alright thoug. I have to go to work tomorrow, which gives me something to do, so i'm okay with it. I hope Subway is slow tomorrow. I think that is very selfish though, probably. Don't you just love my decisiveness? Yup, its terrific!Anyway..........
I was talking to Brandon a little bit ago, and his friend Pride called me sweetheart :( Now, Pride seriously needs to just become less desperate, if you don't have a clue what this is all about..you should probably read my other notes...Brandon gets back on Wednsday, night i think..not really sure. So, what to write about now..hmm.....
Youtube is the most terrific thing EVER! I found some great videos recently, and they just make me happy. Which is good.
{ People are just making me mad. They keep trying to rule my life, and getting into my business. Whats with that? I will live however the crap i want to! If i want to go party every night i will, and if i want to do anything else, i will. Thats just life! Let me learn from my own mistakes, instead of pushing your beliefs onto me. If i want to do something, the more you try to make me not, the more i want to. Thats just life!} Obviously i am kinda mad at people right now, maybe i shouldn't even be writing, but seriously! How am i supposed to learn anything if i don't try it? The worst part is, its not just my parents, its my brother, and some friends, and a bunch of people who hardly even know me. They should really figure out that i don't give a care about what they say. It just makes me mad, that they won't stay out of my business.Very frustrating, cause its not like all up in there business or anything. Stupid people!
Moving on....I love the fact that certain individuals can make cello music into heavy metal, that is absolutely amazing. Rock on Apocalytica! I wish they'd have a concert around here. I might actually break my no concert habit. ;) Maybe...
Another thing, what is with everybody trying to set me up with all of these guys? I think there are 4-5 different guys that people want me to date. Its kinda ridiculous. I'm cool with being single for now. God has it under control, i don't need my friends playing matchmaker. Honestly~
Memorial day. The day which we have set aside to remember all of the men and women who protect our freedom. Without them, we would have nothing.Think about it. Thank the military in your life. I know i have had several friends go off into the marines, army,airforce,and navy. I also had relatives serve in the 2nd World war. I would hate to have to be in the military, in a war, fighting for our country. God bless those who fight freely, if not for them, we'd be in even more serious trouble.
I 've been thinking lately, about how i ended up the way i am. I think i finally figured it out.Not that i will tell you, but i just thought you'd want to know that i know, why. Hehehe, well...i think i'll have to be going. Work tomorrow and all. Actually..i'll probably be online for a while yet, but its the thought of sleep that counts, right?