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I woke up this morning feeling quite energetic. That was a nice change :) I had choir practice and rehearsal yesterday until 7:30 ish. That was fun, i found out that Josh is Jesus..weird huh? Who knew Jesus had that many tattoos? It was cool though. We are having a special Memorial day service on Sunday, thats what the choir thing is for, and Josh and Levi are doing some kind of skit i believe. Anyway, it should be fairly interesting... We'll see how we end up doing. Soo....
I was online last night (big suprise) and my brother was online. Remember, he is in Atlanta w/ his friend Pride, who he is trying to set me up with.. Anyway, He basically forced me to talk to Pride, who apparently has no problems with this so-called arranged marriage. Pride needs to get a social life because..he should not be willing to agree to the whole debaucle! Its outrageuos, really. He is actually thinking about moving up here to Ohio. And if he does that..i may have to move. That would just be awful! I may be overreacting a wee bit. Its also possible that i am a bit of a drama queen. :)
Work tonight made me want to kill things. And scream. Very loudly! Yup, it was that bad.. trust me. When there are only two people working, customers should leave us alone! But nooo, that would be way too much to ask.They insist upon coming in and bothering us and the result is that i was wanting to kill things.Which is not good. And right now i have a TON of energy! Which needs to go away so that i can maybe get some sleep sometime. That would be good. Because right now i don't get a whole lot of sleep, i just kinda keep going. Like the energizer bunny. I keep going, and going, and going....Yup, its kinda like that.Lol, I get to see Joscelyn tomorrow, which makes me happy. She is basically the most amazing little 2 year old ever!
So i am sitting here just debating about whether or not i should come up with some kind of serious thought to write about. Cause, you know, thats just what i do. I write a bunch of random things, and typically that includes a serious God subject. And so, i will come up with one.Hmm.....I'm not coming up with anything :P
Why do some people act that way? In the perfect world everybody gets along great, no fights, no rude comments, no meanness. But the harsh reality is that people aren't perfect. You know that the people who are the rudest, most cruel people you know, are most likely just very insecure about themselves. And because of that..they tend to pick on people. Not neccesarily because they are jealous, just because they dont know how they should act.And they are afraid of what other people will think of them. As a result, they are giving other people the same insecurities. Its a cruel cycle. Its especially bad in high school and junior high. Everybody deals with it in public schools, no matter if its the popular people or the druggies/outcasts. Everybody is getting ripped on by somebody else. Kids are crazy and mean. Believe it or not, it doesn't get a whole lot better when you get older, you just have to learn to adjust your attitudes. True story! This is just how it is. In my experience, the meanest, most rude people, were the popular kids, whom the teachers let get away with whatever they wanted.Ugh! Anyway...In my experience, people are often misjudged as well. Like when you see the guy with all the tattoos and piercings, you automatically think he won't be as nice as the guy who is dressed nice and looks good. NOT TRUE! Its actually just the opposite normally. The "good" guys are the ones who you have to watch out for. Cause they are used to getting away with everything. The sp called "bad boys" are just trying to live their lives. They hide behind their "tough" facades. Like i said though, thats just my experiences.
Also i think normal people are pretty boring.. hear me out! I think "normal" people are pretty much ruled by what others think. They have such a high regard for other people's opinions that they just do whatever, so people will like them. Whereas strange/weird/odd people, don't give a care what others think, they do things only if they want to. As a result they are a lot more fun. They do/say whatever they want to and live a very happy life. Yup, its true.. Well, i think i am winding down a bit, my energy is starting to leave me finally, so i shall be going to bed very soon. :) Yay! Hehehe, when was the last time i was happy to go to sleep? Maybe i will write again someday, i probably will...
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Posted by jes_nic_89 on 2008-05-23 01:02:07 | Rating: | Views: 43
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