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1-31-09
things are not well im sorry to say my stomach is churning im filled with dismay try for content my thoughts wont comply mind filled with visions they decieve and they lie distracting myself i try to be calm but no matter my effort im a ticking time bomb i cant do......Read More

Posted on: 2009-01-31 18:10:45 | Rating:

| Views: 40 | Comments: 0 | Tags: loneliness

1-29-09
trying so hard to do the right things waiting in line for what good karma brings floating around dont want to come down scared of the torment afraid i might drown so many things i can see from this height all of the heartache displayed in the light its easy to......Read More

Posted on: 2009-01-29 18:45:03 | Rating:

| Views: 34 | Comments: 0 | Tags: moving ahead

1-27-09
helping a friend through a stupid mistake providing a shoulder so her heart doesnt break offering wisdom i do all that i can it sucks that it always comes down to a man battling demons one day at a time forget the tequilla and just have the lime i remember the......Read More

Posted on: 2009-01-27 12:34:01 | Rating:

| Views: 32 | Comments: 0 | Tags: shan

almost lover minus the L
sometimes i wonder what you are thinking but i realize you arent since you always are drinking by words that you say and the things that you do i have no more trust i know not who you screw you go through each day so light and care free you never......Read More

Posted on: 2009-01-18 20:18:32 | Rating:

| Views: 52 | Comments: 0 | Tags: almost lover minus the L

1-15-09
people just talking with nothing to say like omg johnny farted in math class today maybe its religion or sex or tv thats created a generation too dumb to be free the girls all must have only designer clothes and the boys cant refrain from the bitches and......Read More

Posted on: 2009-01-15 20:19:40 | Rating:

| Views: 63 | Comments: 6 | Tags: evolution

1-9-09 Explicit Content
a glimpse of freedom soon to come lifting the veil and getting me some so XXXXX happy i cant help but sing the torment is over let freedom ring an...Read More

Posted on: 2009-01-09 18:24:55 | Rating:

| Views: 35 | Comments: 0 | Tags: let freedom ring

1-6-09
working my fingers down to the bone with the hope that one day i'll have something my own aching and swelling im falling apart i wake up each morning and strive to be smart at night i'm run down and dont want to move my bad mood is just one thing i need to improve......Read More

Posted on: 2009-01-06 19:41:10 | Rating:

| Views: 25 | Comments: 0 | Tags: bad intentions

1-5-09
nothing more calming than a scolding hot bath one thing i have common with sylvia plath and longing for something until it is mine we both find its flaws and dodge it like swine we both feel were drowning when crowds swarm a room we just fade away and go crazed in our......Read More

Posted on: 2009-01-05 21:31:33 | Rating:

| Views: 49 | Comments: 3 | Tags: the bell jar

1-3-09
as a year of torment comes to an end i ponder a way for myself to defend do i get off and go back to the selfish old ways when i know in my heart i am still in the daze when an incident in time turns your life upside down when it seems like its bad but your fate turns......Read More

Posted on: 2009-01-03 16:32:03 | Rating:

| Views: 32 | Comments: 1 | Tags: probation

12-18-08
the end of an era like turning the page everything changing but still stuck in my cage people keep leaving getting married and death im trapped in a snow globe and holding my breath wheres holden cauffeld im in need of a friend someone not phony whose values dont bend......Read More