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I don't know what to do anymore. It seems as if I can't please anyone. I make the wrong choices on everything... for example, having sex without protection.. I seriously think I may be pregnant. My last period lasted 7 days which was back in March. That's the longest period I've had. My periods are never month to month. They're every 2-3 months.Then I got a pregnancy test done shortly after that and it said it was negative. Even though it's 99.9% positive, there is still that .1% that has me worried. That was the last time I had a test.
I can't tell my parents. They'll be terribly disapointed in me. They may even throw me out. If I am pregnant, the father and I don't talk. He's been sleeping with other girls and they're rather young. I don't want to bring a child up in that kind of environment. He's already got a little girl, but he's got nothing to do with her. I went and had another pregnancy test done about a week ago... it turns out, I am pregnant. I'm 3 months along with my first child and still haven't told the father yet. I don't want to either. He's an alcoholic and a drug abuiser. I will not let my child be exposed to that. Never will I allow that to happen.
I'm highly afraid of my father. If I told him, he could easily just push me down the stairs or beat me to a bloody pulp. He'd be heartbroken. I have such huge plans for myself. I don't know what to do. I'm against abortion, and I will never kill my baby. No one can tell me to do other wise. It's murder to me.
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Posted by jelly_bracelets on 2008-06-05 22:10:53 | Rating: | Views: 204
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God Bless you. i am so sorry. if there is anything i can do please tell me. um i am so glad you are keeping your baby.if you want to talk or anything. i live far away but i care and if there is any way i can help i want to. can i pray for you?
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Posted by jessicahgist
on 2008-06-05 22:16:11
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If I need any help, I'll let you know.
Thank you.
Please.
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Posted by jelly_bracelets
on 2008-06-05 22:19:12
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HI. im sorry if you dont want to hear from me but i do you have any friends that could help? or go to church? they would help you for sure tell them your stiry. um do you not wnat to move out? you could ask the church for a place to live..
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Posted by jessicahgist
on 2008-06-05 22:19:48
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I don't attend church. I wasn't brought up going to church, but my mother is Chrisian. I didn't mean to sound rude. Not at all. I have friends that could help, I suppose.
Some of my friends are very childish. I'd like to finish my last year of high school.
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Posted by jelly_bracelets
on 2008-06-05 22:24:31
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your a junoir now? me too. and thats understandable.you go to public school? at the one o used to go to they had day care/ class well there are bad churches out there and fake christians but there is a God. do you have a bible?
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Posted by jessicahgist
on 2008-06-05 22:45:43
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Yeah, I'm a junior for a few more days.
No, I don't.
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Posted by jelly_bracelets
on 2008-06-05 22:47:48
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I had my first baby when I was sixteen... I understand where you are coming from... I was so scared of my dad and his reaction... but I told him myself even though it was the hardest thing I ever did...If you are going to keep the baby ... then always I can say is BE STRONG AND KEEP YOUR MIND RIGHT. Its hard to be a kid and raise a kid. I am 30 now and my baby is 13. She turned out great and I divorced her Dad sereval years ago. But he was very involved with her and her sister who is now 11. Anyways Good luck and just know that there's a lot of people out there who know what you are going through you are not alone. And believeing in God and praying to him WILL be a HUGE comfort.Tell him your fears and ask for strenghth and you will recieve it.
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Posted by forlife
on 2008-06-05 23:03:28
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this is a verse that has helped me and i think can help you if you believe it. ill quote it to you since you dont have a bible. Ephesians 3:16-17."That according to the riches of his glory he may grant you to be strengthened with power throught his spirit in your inner being, so that Christ may dwell in your hearts through faith." if you dont understand i can explian. you play any sports or music?
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Posted by jessicahgist
on 2008-06-05 23:03:38
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i like forlife girl. thats amazing. my aunt had my cousin in highschool at 17 and got married to the dad and a happy and married today
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Posted by jessicahgist
on 2008-06-05 23:06:32
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Thank you. I understand that verse quite clearly. Thank you guys so much.
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Posted by jelly_bracelets
on 2008-06-05 23:54:16
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I'm emailing you the phone number of a place near you in East Lansing. They have counselors that can help you find the words (and way) to tell your parents and guide you through this difficult time in your life. I'll be praying for you. Peace.
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Posted by ColoradoDreamin
on 2008-06-06 00:28:53
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I am in the same situation as you except ill be a sofmore next year im 15 and need help we can both get through this it will be hard but i can get through it and so can u the 1st couple of months are the hardest but once you get 2 be 6 months like em and you get 2 know the sex you will fall in love and even wehn hard times come you will always have this little swet angel there for you! in you for you to love and for them to love you back
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Posted by pregobabe123
on 2008-06-06 01:48:42
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I had my daughter @ 19. It's rough I wont lie to you. I had an abortion at 17 and regret it. You're making the right choice by giving your baby life. Have you thought of adoption?
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Posted by Mamacita925
on 2008-06-06 09:19:14
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Yes, I have thought about adoption, but I can never see anyone else raising my child.
Thank you guys so much.
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Posted by jelly_bracelets
on 2008-06-06 20:31:07
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Thank you guys so much. This means so much to me. I'm in tears, I'm so grateful.
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Posted by jelly_bracelets
on 2008-06-06 21:49:25
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