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So, I went to the doctor the other day, due to vaginal bleeding. It wasn't like period bleeding, so I kind of worried. Went to see my doctor. They did an ultrasound on my stomach and found out that I had 2 cyst rupture and that I need to be put on clotting medication to help stop the bleeding.
It stopped after a couple of hours. Then, the nurse did a vaginal exam, and informed me that I'll be nearly to impossible for me to carry a child due to my car accident about 3 weeks ago.
It blew my mind. Me? Not able to have kids? That's basically all I wanted in this world was to have a family, to carry a baby for 9 months and feel them kicking in my tummy. Now, that I know that I can't, it devistates me. I don't know what to do. I told my mom and she said well, that I could attempt to get pregnant. I told my doctor that and he said that I will most likely miscarry within the first few months due to my uterus not being able to hold a child.
I want a baby so bad. I somewhat feel that the car accident was somewhat my fault. I didn't really look both ways, and I know I needed to be cautious with a baby in my tummy. I don't know. Maybe I'm taking this a bit too hard.
I don't know what to do anymore. I have a new boyfriend now, and I told him. He really wants kids, but it's too early in the relationship to talk about it. But you know, if it gets serious enough, I'd want to have kids with him. Uhg, I woke up screaming last night because I had a dream about Ava.
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Posted by jelly_bracelets on 2008-07-12 09:00:29 | Rating: | Views: 45
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Hugs and prayers for you.
Just because they say you may not be able to have children isnt always so. I know of 3 people who have 2 or more, after being told they would never have any at all.
Don't despair, let your body and mind heal and grieve for the little one lost.
Sending hugs to you
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Posted by 1221dol0306
on 2008-07-16 08:50:07
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im 15 and about 2 months ago gave birth to a gorgeous baby girl who i love more than life! just turned 15 and a mom! im really sorry about ur child its realyl a horriblew thing to lose ur baby but remeber just keep going keep hopeing and u might just get pregnant! how old r u? u can do this i no that wen i became pregnant it was the most terrifying moments of my life but then i told myself i can do this and i no im alone and single and a mom and 15 but i no i can do this and u can get over the loss of a baby if u just keep hopeing and myabe u can use a surrogate or soemthing i no that the worrld is nt always like we want it to be but if u set ur heart on somethingi no u get it i carred my little one for only 7 1/2 months and im ALIVE i havent slept in a while but im aluive u can do it i no u can!! mines name is bella michelle
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Posted by pregobabe123
on 2008-08-13 19:18:41
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