right after i wrote my las entry, i found someone online. within an hour of talking to me he asked me on a date for valentines. it seems that when i am about to give up hope the ideal person comes around that i am smitten with. i would like to think that i am an attractive girl, but he asked me out based on my personality and that i can make him laugh. there is one part of me that thinks that this almost seems too good to be true,but on the other hand i feel that he genuinely really likes me more that a friend. i hope that this will work out for a few reasons, i like just about everything about him, i think that i really deserve to be happy, and of course as bad as this is i have not had sex in 1 year as of the end of feburary. it is starting to take a toll on me. but with him, i will wait, i noticed that in the past  i jump into bed to fast and that is when the relationship goes bad because we stay together because according to a few of my exes, i am really fucking good.
and when it comes to physical attraction there is not doubt on my half, but what makes it better he looks damn good in his uniform. i am a sucker for military uniforms. and for a man to look good in the uniform, well i am like putty.