so i am still unsure about what should be revealed when you are first talking to someone. should you share your deepest secrets even if you don't know what the person even looks like. maybe that is better especially for those that are afraid of not appearing normal. while we are told that we should be original, if we act of of line we are labeled. last night a person that i have never actually spoken with voice only words. i told him some of my secrets that i rarely tell anyone, if i never meet him face to face i think that would be ok with me. and for trying out a platonic friendship, i spoke a little too much about sex. i even offered to suck him off if he waited a week to meet me. i want to almost fal into my old ways a fuck every soldier i met that wasn't married. well those that i was under the impression they were not married. i want that again, with precautions of course, i will have that again. sadly my excuse for being on post is not out of the army, i will have to find a new excuse. that is the one great thing about army guys accent your tits and have a tight ass and you can get one to marry you if you want. i will have to work on my ass now that i have stopped doing ballet my ass is disgusting. maybe i should start dancing again.