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So today is one of those days were I feel like crap. I knew this day would come, I feel really happy for a while than the next thing you know is that I want to die and block out the world. I think that I should go to a menatal hospital. I sometimes fear I might do something horrible. Something I can never take back. I want to feel normal. My emotions are not normal. I want to know that I can be happy and not have to wait when the time comes and my moods start acting up again. I dont know how to tell my dad to put me back into help. I know I should I just dont know how to go about doing that. I dont wan to be stuck like this forever. I want to have friends I can talk to but I really dont have anyone besides online friends. Today is one of those crazy days for me because of my crazy moods.
Posted by jasmine16 on 2008-04-28 10:59:47 | Rating: | Views: 259