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I wish I could go away.

I wish I could just go away and lock my feelings away in a trunck or a something else. Someone that I really care about want even contact me and im really sad. Im listening to Sorrow by Flyleaf I posted this video here. I cant stand how my heart hurts everytime I think about him or hear his name. I might like my friend but I dont want him to hurt me either. I cant stand this doubt that clouds my mind. I wish I knew what to do but I dont. I thought my bf cared about me but he hasnt contacted me in a while. I wish I could go away. I want to die. I asked the boy I might like if he thought I was weird and he said he thought I was normal. I find that hard to believe. I wish I could die.

My hear t feels like its shattered into a million pieces.

Im afraid of getting hurt again. Im going to try to kill myself. Im going to try to kill myself. I cant stand being here anymore. I hate my life. I will leave my family a letter explaning why I did it. I hope they want be angry with me. The person I care about want even contact me. I thought he cared about me. I might like my friend but I dont want him to hurt me. My Depression is getting worse. I cant stand this. So good-bye and it was a pleasure to meet all of you.

Posted by jasmine16 on 2008-12-05 14:58:58 | Rating:

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Dont die...!
i know how terrifing and how much it hurts...but you cant give up. just not yet!
im sorry im soso sorry,

Posted by xmidnightxwingsx on 2008-12-05 17:29:19

I decided not to die. Im trying something new and it scared me but its also fun. I hope this want destroy me. Thanks for your concern xmidnightxwingsx.

Posted by jasmine16 on 2008-12-09 14:30:49