I am so sorry that you feel this way love. I understand a lot of what you are going through. You aren't alone. I don't think that pulling back from life is the answer though, honey. I really would suggest therapy... especially if you are feeling like no one understands, in my experience with therapy, it is completely different. Seeing a professional, someone who understands the mind and these emotions, who is in no way biased... this can help a great deal. I'm sorry that your parents don't understand... but maybe you should go on and ask them about helping you to see someone, if you do need their help to do so? What is most important right now is how YOU are feeling about YOU. Not what anyone else thinks as far as who you are... make sense? There is absolutely nothing wrong with being different Jasmine. Take that leap for help honey, therapy may really really help you. That could be a huge step in helping you towards some understanding of yourself, strength and healing. You can do it.

hugs to you!!!!!

I'm sorry you're going through this. I know what it's like to suffer from depression.

hon, SR is right, please dont pull back, it will only make things so much worse - warm hugs

I went to a hospital once against my parents wishes, they were ashamed, I admitted myself
you have to do what you have to do, and you need help, dont worry about what people will think right now, take it from someone who has been there, get help tonight. dont put this off, you should not have to feel the way you feel, life does not have to be as bad as it is for you right now...if you broke your leg, you would get a cast, so go take care of your mental health

Thnak you for your comments. But im not sure yet. Im not old enough to check myself into a hospital yet. Im just going to have to think a lot about it. Thanks for all your advice I appreciate it.