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I'm Going To Prom

Well, today has been mixed but we will start with all of the good things. I have decided to go to prom. It will be my first and last school dance ever. I have a feeling that I will end up going by myself because I am pretty sure no one will ask me. Why would they? I'm not that pretty. The tournament today got canceled so I didn't have to show up early to school which means more sleep for me. Woot! Woot! It got canceled until tomorrow although I'm not sure it will be much better. The reason it got canceled was SNOW!! This almost never happens this time of year in Texas. I thought they were going to cancel school but that was just wishful thinking. I am beginning to think that I have to do everything myself because it seems like no one does what they say they will do anymore. Due to this kind of problem we weren't able to do our fundraiser for newspaper today. I guess I'll get over it eventually but I am worried that we won't be able to cover our printing costs. It amazes me how little people actually know me. I don't know why I seem to put up a guard and hide my real emotions. I break down and no one knows because I just seem to smile and put it out of mind. I've really got very few people I talk to about everything. I'm really missing some people that aren't around here anymore because they had such good advice and when they moved a part of me moved with them. What I wouldn't give to be able to see some of them right now and ask their advice. I guess I'll make it for now because this blog has really helped me to vent my feelings without going crazy. Laters!