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okay, so im really really really lik... depressed... idk... i mean, my head is buzzing
so im leaving to visit relatives in 3 weeks.... so im told, and im going to be gone for AT LEAST 3 more weeks.... thats 3 weeks without friends, immediate family, and most importantly, matt.... i mean, i love him, soooo much. and this is going to be 3 weeks without him.... i mean, we have only been going out for a little over two weeks. and i mean, i guess it will help build the relationship. but.... this is WAY TOO SOON in my opinion. i really dont know what to do. i mean, im in love with him. and im not going to ever leave him. and i know he loves me too. but, i dont know if he'll lose interest. im going to be gone for 3 weeks. that is plenty of time to find someone else that is closer, and can actually be there physically when he needs them.... o have never felt happier than when im with him. and i dont ever want to lose that feeling.... if only he were here.... i mean, im sure we can get through this.... at least i can..... and im hoping he can too...... i dont know what i would do without him. :'(
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Posted by jake10495 on 2009-07-08 22:28:31 | Rating: | Views: 48
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