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I've been thinking alot about my parents lately. After getting the front porch done I wished my Mom could be alive to see it. I think we have one of the better looking houses on the block now instead of one of the worse. Wonder what plants and pavers can do for a front walk way.
My mind has been pretty good. Though I am having a hard time breathing I don't know if it's the rain that is getting to me or what it is. I just feel down in the blues. I cleaned the kids play area yesterday and it still looks nice you can actually walk into it. LOL Got dinner in the crock pot so when Dearest gets home he'll have a dinner waiting for him instead of me calling and asking him what are we going to do for dinner. I don't really have anything new to write about though I am supposed to write everyday.
I guess one of the newest things is I am going to sometime in the future get my own NAMI group. I walked out of the last meeting I went too. It just wasn't going good and I felt I didn't want to be there. To many people are going there for help and walking away without getting any. That bothers me. So I talked with my therapist and she suggested I get trained to hold my own group. I think I am ready and since I am truly on the road to recovery (it's a life long trip) I am going to do it. As soon as they get a training session going I am joining up. That makes me feel good maybe I can help someone else by relating to what they have been through. It's like a fellowship. So the road I am on is getting better as I get better. Today well it's just another day in the life of me. I have my ups and downs and rain well it's just dog gone depressing. Snow is that way for me too. Not sure why it just is. I am a beach baby and I hate the cold. I need to move somewhere warm year round.
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Posted by jadeann on 2009-10-08 15:32:00 | Rating: | Views: 13
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