Here I am, with my heart exposed and I'm fighting to break through- Starlume
It's like you have a sixth sense. The minute I feel ready to move on, the second I find someone else I am interested in, you come along and set me back again. I have said so many times that I am determined to move on, and leave you where you belong, in the past. But yet you still know exactly what to say, how to look at me, and what to do to get me crawling back. I deserve to be happy and I have given you multiple chances to be with me and you always fail. You never take advantage of the opportunities I give you, you just like to mess with my life when I have finally settled without you. I am asking you this, not as someone who cares about you, or someone who wants to be with you, or even as a friend. I am asking you as a person, with a heart and feelings and a life that needs to move on. Please, just leave me alone. Either be real with me, show me what you want or just go away. Let me be and let me move on with my life. My heart has been in a standstill for monthes waiting for you.. and I don't want to do it anymore. So please, I haven't asked you for anything this whole time I've known you, so just grant me this one request and allow me to find peace in my life.
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