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So, right now, I am sitting alone feeling very overwhelmed and upset. I have been having some insane issues with my boyfriend and now I just do not know what to do. I guess it all started when I traveled to Costa Rica for a study abroad trip for 5 weeks. I had an amazing time and life changing realizations. Realization #1) I deserve the best. #2) Life is too short to let anyone bring me down. I am 20 years old and I need to love life and do what I can while I am able to. Basically, I fell for someone in Costa Rica and I am still in contact with him today. Is it possible to be in love with two people? Or am I simply to afraid of letting one or the other go? I will admit, I am deathly afraid of change. I have been going back and forth for the past 7 months not knowing what is right. This or that...him or him!? What do I do? And now I am upset because my boyfriend has been so inconsiderate of my feelings. He lives at his job and more. It is completely ridiculous. I respect someone's passion but there is a line. In this case, it has been crossed. I just want to have clarity in my life and I do not know when it will come to me. Please let it be soon! I feel tense inside and as if I am going crazy. It is a feeling that i am all too familiar with. When somebody asks me what is going on in my life, I always say that I should write a book. Maybe I will just do that. It might just make me feel a tad bit better inside. |
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Posted by j_1691 on 2008-02-06 01:39:12 | Rating: | Views: 29
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Well you got me hook. I'm interested in your adventures so keep on bloggin.
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Posted by LadiLucifer
on 2008-02-06 10:18:20
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