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So lately I have been feeling like my boyfriend hasn't been doing enough. He goes to work, he comes home, he does stuff for my mom, he does stuff for our friends he does the things he is supposed to do but I Still dont feel like its enough because I do so much to try and take care of everything
I am working 40 hours a week (since they cut my over time)
And now I am going to be working weekends from 3pm to 2 am, to make extra cash for the hollidays for "our kids"- which are his, but mine since we are together.
I would like to get my nails done, be able to take some holiday pictures and spend some money on myself.
I am considering picking up another job.
Just to make sure we are ok.
He has gone home from work two days in the last 3 weeks, and switched today for tomarow because his back hurts. We dont have medical so he cant see a doctor without going to a county hospital which takes forever. and costs a ton of money.
I should be happy he is doing something, its better than nothing, but i am pushing for more. Just trying to get him to do more for "us" for himself, just keep busy.
Instead of sleeping all day.
I am busy at work I'll write more later
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