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My Life in a Nutshell- How I see it.
I was born, To a family I never understood. I had a nice house on a tree lined street with good families and neighborhood kids. Friend of my sisters to play with, none of my own really. A dad who I adored but knew nothing about. A mother who worked and tried her best to keep it together.......Read More

Posted on: 2007-11-15 13:32:55 | Rating:

| Views: 149 | Comments: 2 | Tags: my life my story pain turmoil childhood

My Life In a Nutshell... pt 2
So I left off with my fathers death. Which lead me to call a teacher from the school that had ejected me, who I felt a strong connection with. he asked me to come and visit the place that I had felt such a strong sence of abandonment. But I did it anyway. I still couldn't really face anyone......Read More

Posted on: 2007-11-15 19:05:20 | Rating:

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My Nutshell closed... (pt 3)
So i left off with all the things that I so often had left behind and given up on. School and relationships. Jobs too. I had my first job when I was almost 16. At a toy store for kids. I loved the customers and most of my co-workers but all the managers were just ass holes and......Read More

Posted on: 2007-11-16 11:14:40 | Rating:

| Views: 112 | Comments: 1 | Tags: today life past hell hurt

The frustration I cause myself, no longer seems to
So lately I have been feeling like my boyfriend hasn't been doing enough. He goes to work, he comes home, he does stuff for my mom, he does stuff for our friends he does the things he is supposed to do but I Still dont feel like its enough because I do so much to try and take care of......Read More

Posted on: 2007-11-20 11:08:26 | Rating:

| Views: 64 | Comments: 1 | Tags: frustration boyfriends relationships

My trust issues
I am sure everyone had them. I am sure there are some people like me who have a hard time dealing with them. You have this fear that the Karma you put out is just waiting for you, around the next corner ready to pounce on all the things you hold dear. I have done so many bad things In my life......Read More

Posted on: 2007-11-20 12:33:02 | Rating:

| Views: 54 | Comments: 1 | Tags: relationships differences.

To Roe!
I know I skipped a ton in that one blog. I kept getting interrupeted at work. thats where I have the most access to the computer so I just shut all the doors and try and write but it just was not working the other day. everyone and "THEIR MAMA" wanted into my office. But in terms of......Read More

Posted on: 2007-11-21 12:10:02 | Rating:

| Views: 48 | Comments: 0 | Tags: questions

A question
So Last night I was asked about my relationship with myself. Which is not something many people think of, let alone really think its something to be discussed in a room full of people. So there was this wooden stool on a rug for you to sit on, and be at the center of attention and......Read More

Posted on: 2007-11-21 18:11:04 | Rating:

| Views: 71 | Comments: 0 | Tags: my life my relationship with me

I keep hurting Myself
So I keep going back to the horrid behavior not only of an addict but also a crazy person. I keep re-doing the same behaviors that ended multiple relationships. and all because I am insecure. I must find some place that makes me happy. I am nto happy at home living with my mother. I am not......Read More

Posted on: 2007-11-26 16:28:07 | Rating:

| Views: 102 | Comments: 2 | Tags: confusion me

So...
I went back to therpay yesterday and got some things off my chest, but I also woke up at 5 am this morning with an attitude because me and my boyfriend kinda have to "schedule" sex. It doesnt just happen like it used to. So last night was supposed to be out "wo hoo" night and......Read More

Posted on: 2007-11-29 09:49:21 | Rating:

| Views: 74 | Comments: 0 | Tags: spritiual sadness developemnt progress relationships

what lies within
So I was online downloading pictures and found a picture that said " What lies behind us and what lies before us are small matters compared to what lies within us" I have been reading this constantly since yesterday and trying to figure out what really lies within me. And what......Read More

Posted on: 2007-11-29 12:36:40 | Rating:

| Views: 91 | Comments: 0 | Tags: i dont know

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