I asked myself why and I hate it in this way because I always trap myself in the same type of person. I thought I can spare myself this time but I was totally wrong and I made it worse.

He is a workaholic, he can teach me things, he can convince me, and the worst is he is a businessman. God all knows that businessman knows how to talk, especially people like this. They just know how to talk sweet, how to make you believe, how to pretend that they know everything about what you say, and they know how to make you fall into.

Wait, wait, and wait. I was waiting for somebody who really wants to appreciate me to be who I am. I do not need sweet talks, I do not need him to convince me, I just need somebody who cares about me. A short message, a " hi", a "how's your day", a "i miss you"...it means a lot to me already! I do not want a person who travels a lot for business and when he is gone, I heard nothing from him. I do not want him to think about business, business, and business all the time.

Friend of mine has told me once that it is my problem because I'm always being the one who torturing myself by attracted by this type of person. Thus, he told me to deal with it by myself! I hate it and sometimes, I just do not even know what is happening. Like this time,  I did not know he is a businessman who travels a lot, I don't know he is totally a workaholic, I don't know he can talk like my ex, and I do not know any of this before he invited me to dance. All I knew was he is funny to hang out with.

Jesus, maybe he got a girlfriend already. Yup, I shall be back off!!