Thoughts.com Blogs - My Blueberry Night

It is a movie taken by some movie stars. I do not really understand the point why the main actress go around the States and then go back to NY for her old friend and then being his gf. She says it was because the people he met during her trip made her thing so. However, I do not get her points at all coz I dont think those people bring her any idea to go back to that guy. And I do not think she changes any of her way of thinking. The only thing she changed is that she doesn't love her ex bf any more. She got over it!

Sometimes I do not know what I am doing here; to change life? to forget anything? to get over anything? to look for something new? to do what I have to do? or to run away from something? I really do not know what is gonna happen after I made this decision to come here. And nothing special really happened on me. The only thing I do the most here is work, work, and work. Even though I have tried my best to find something new to do; it seems draw me back a little by a little coz of loads of work.

I guess the only think my work helps me now is get ride of lonliness. It's kinda pathetic somehow but it is what is happening every single min I stay in this country. Perhaps, it is just I did not find anything attractive to me yet!