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In between dreams
I have never been able to describe you and feel satisfied...
you're in my mind all the time...but you're so subtle N you're so quiet..
you're like the horizons that are so vague..yet so beautiful...
and when it comes to describing how lovely you seem...
i fear i might miss out somethings owing to my limited vocabulary
and the existance of a middle class universe in my head...
which won't be fair on your part....so tonight I decided to paint you...
i'll paint you with some blurbs...and i'll paint you with my words....
I will paint you even though you're a million miles away...
or may be somewhere on the road to this distant place..
Away from all the regular trash that often comes my way...
I never expected you to be perfect...for i know it's an impossible thing
but you somehow do it...yes..and i can strongly feel it...
Though i have little clues about how you might look...
but trust me i have long been watching you through your words...
you're pretty and when i paint you..i'll make you have shape and grace...
i'll make you moody..i'll make you happy..i'll make u silly..
I'll give you a glowing face and a pretty pair of eyes....
I'll paint you lovely hands to hold mine with...
I'll paint you the sweetest lips..just like honey
and the softest cheeks...like my chubby cousin..
told ya...im gonna paint you a bit silly..
i keep you in my head everywhere i go..i paint you every now and then..
the other day i sat on a train..and opposite me..I saw a dreamy face...
it took a minute to realize..i was staring at a glass reflection of me..
such are your thoughts..they send me to a world so dreamy..
where only you and i belong...though i have my fantasies..
but i'll paint you decent, pretty and divine just like you seem..
Life is too short to walk around shops buying shoes
so i'll paint you an ever lasting pair of Jimmy Choo's..
I'll paint you a perfect store..where you're in and out in five minutes..
so i get to have most of your time even when u do every thing...
I'll paint you a book shop..a place where no cheap magazines are bought..
a place..where only pretty stories and lovely things are sold..
I'll paint you a coffee shop that'll never close..we'll sit there for hours..
I will also paint you friends that won't b.i.t.c.h behind your back
or make you pay for the drinks that they've had...creatures of rare kind..
Although i'm no Edward Cullen to read people's mind..but i know
being human..the men around you might desire you with filthy intentions..
So i shall paint you a million miles away from these shallow men i see everyday..
I'll paint you a pretty park where summer does last all through the year...
where I can caress your face and run my fingers through your hair....
And give you that feeling that you'll hope will never leave you...
I will paint you a place you'd love and call your own...that'll be our home
Placed on an island with an equilibrium of sunshine and moonlight..
this place will be blessed with beauty like paris or rome..
it'll make u smile even when im gone or when life makes u feel alone..
a place that will give you peace but will also make you miss me...
for it's a tad cold world out there N only I can give u the love and warmth u need
when we're together..i'll hold you real close to me...
we will talk about this..that..anything..and just everything..
you will lay on my chest and see the night become a day...
and we will paint another lovely memory in our own way...
I will paint you a really wonderful man..the one you dream of..
quite possibly an improved version of me...the one who'll understand you..
the one who'd love you unconditionally and tell you how he feels the same..
I'll also give you an ability to not like me at times when im inappropriate..
You wouldn't neccassarily have to like the things i write N the songs i sing...
I'll also paint you with this unique knowledge....
that'll help you keep away from depression and heartbreaks...
But with the limited ability I have...i doubt if i can do so..
and considering all that i've been through and seen in life....
it wouldn't be possible for me to paint you a heart that won't be broken....
to paint you eyes that won't cry rivers from time to time...
you're a woman and im a man...things needn't always rhyme..
but i'll paint you enough love to get you through the hard times..
I'll paint you very feminine just as you seem..
men all around will follow you with their gaze..
every building site around you will come to life and whistle with excitement
your scent will even make the walls sing in chorus..
your presence will make a million stars shoot at once....
your smile will make even the brightest of things look dull..
you will brighten up the faded streets of my loveless city..
you'd be my saviour and bring a fresh breath of air to the
abondoned class of lovers and roimantics that i belong to..
It would be very selfish of me if i paint you anywhere near me...
because that wouldn't be anywhere close to what real life is..
you'd be prettier than anything that ever existed or survived..
How i'd love to paint you a story with me as ur prince charming...
I will paint you a colorful place like no other.....
blueberry skies with chocolate clouds that'll represent our dreams...
I will paint you a brilliant day and a mind blowing night...
i will spend one full day doing nothing but staring at you..
and that would be enough for me...knowing that i have known you..
and been in your presence for 24 hours...will keep me happy
and smiling for the rest of my life...
I will paint you a christmas that I have always dreamed of......
I will paint you a fancy tree with gifts that sit on the bottom...
I'll also paint you some excited babies waiting to spoil their gifts..
I'll paint them pretty and cute like you...i'll paint them in such a way...
that they would never cry or wake you up in the middle of a night..
they'd be gifted with a natural knowlegde of changing their own diapers
and finding milk without disturbing you when you're asleep...
well...if that doesn't happen.....then i can always do that for them..hehe
I will paint a beaming christams smile on your sparkling face...
that'll free your father from any doubts of you being unhappy with me..
I'll capture your lovely smile in my memory...for that'll help me...
through the lonely and desolate nights that may blight my life...
if this very dream...if this very imagination...doesn't come true...
I will mostly paint you not because i know i have the required vision...
but because i know...that my my life would be prettier and worth living...
if you are by my side...or anywhere near me...
i might sound selfish there...but you are the every reason....i still exist..
you're the cause...you're the target...you're the inspiration..
you're all that i write for....and you're all that makes me write..
you're the reason i sing...you're the reason i dream..
Im well aware of the depressing possibilites and cynical nature of life..
thus, i know that this dream of mine...may or may not come true...
but woman you know what...i'll always be happy for atleast..
i got a chance to paint you...
Thanks to all the wonderful people around for being an inspiration of sorts.
I reckon, this write might also serve as a sequel to one of my previous write
"working class romeo" ( which was indeed a sequel to the write "woman" )
Anyways..to go with this blog..i recorded an acoustic version "yellow" by coldplay
If possible please give it a complete listen..i record songs to be heard...