i hate feeling this way. its not my fault. i cant change the way i think. so why does everyone think its my fault. that i can one day just feel all better. to just get over myself.
its not fair.. you have no right.
i just hate this..this game and i wana get off.
stop the world
i wana get off
too late though......
iv already tried to jump off it so many times. too many times. nothing is holding me back. no life line. no rope. no hope.
yet im here..
with what? machine insides. i believe so. running out of battery. i think so.
no friend to tell me no. just foes that tell me so.
so why not just jump.
like i said i hate this game.