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I wish I could just crawl out of my body... I hate what I see... nothing seems to work..... I starve....I purge..... I try to change my body and still it remains the same.... I have failed at everything.... This is my battle....
I don't want to eat because of the agony it causes me both physically and mentally
I don't like going outside because of the stares and the reflections I see
I'm tormented 24/7, I can't escape this even when I'm sleeping
There is never a moment that I'm not drowning in this hell
Yes, I'm that girl that everyone made fun of in school
Food is just part of the battle
My high is feeling my stomach rumble
To function I need pills
I need to numb the pain
I want to have control
I want to pretend there isn't a problem
I hate being a failure
I don't want to be looked at
I want to fade away
I want to be tiny
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Posted by ironwood on 2008-01-14 22:23:29 | Rating: n/a | Views: 47
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