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firstly i was diaganosed with pyscosis! could also be emotional intelegence to the extream! next diaganosed with temporal lobe epilepsy could also be connected to the pienal gland which is also connected with consciousness and telepathy of which i have urges to believe, spiritual? what am i finding out on my own, details and explinations that the pyscistrists do not bother to explain. racing of thoughts at night and througout the day, pyscistrist explination - obcessive compulsive of thoughts, my findings - bipopula disorder, anxiety which again also relates to emotional intelegence and phonemom??? third eye, found details of that what is happening gifted or disturbingly mentaly ill. coinciednces happening alot, gifted yet again??? saying words that appear in contex somewhere straight after, dreams, sleep, twitching, hypnoic jerks - am i asleep?? are we all?? yet again who's world. I no longer take drugs but have and so have friends, my findings are that brain cells are opened up in some way, parts of your brain that you do not relise you have, mine have stayed that way, delusions, illusions? at times am i tuning into things?? i am and will find that answers because all the psyscitrists do to give you help is label you with there explination and give you drugs. four years that things have been more intense. I am strong, intelegent aware of every thing that is happening to me and occuring, am able to analyse and come to conclusions but am still seeking the answers as i do not hold all the information, or do i? emotional intelegence, genius brain working, am am doing those things without learning, are they already embedded in your head? you just have to learn how to use them.My life has been a mad roller coaster so far true....what have i picked up along the way and for what reasons??? still searching. am in tune with my brain and feelings.Why am i posting this?i have the urge to, to connect.to who???
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Posted by invalid on 2008-01-23 12:05:13 | Rating: | Views: 86
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Hmmmm. That's rather interesting. I have the same damn problem. Sometimes i can't tell if i am dreaming or if i am awake, i see things that i know aren't there, i hear voices that say my name and tell me secrets, i know what people are thinking too! at first i thought all this was coinncidence, but nowadays i just dont know... have people become so afaid of truth and deluded with logic to stop and think that, maybe, the third eye is real and not just an immature joke about phalluses?
Best of luck to thee.
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Posted by JustSeth
on 2008-01-25 10:55:43
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My thoughts...simply confussion. I used to have the same problem until I learned to reach in, grab one thought and stay with it, no matter how mundane, shocking, disgusting, or stupid. I held it, and would not let it go until I was ready. For awhile, when I first began, many other thoughts hovered nerby, but over time practicing, I found that these would simply go away. I began by holding on to some passage out of scripture. Soon whole concepts took hold. One day the floodgate opened and what poured in was without confussion, racing thoughts or complication. It became everything in its simplest form.The chaos and waste howling wilderness had vanished , becoming a soothing pond in my mind. I go there often, and just stay. Sometimes thinking, and somtimes not...but it's a soothing place of comfort that at one time I never knew existed.
You have that place too. You only need to search for it.There is One who is ready, willing and able to guide you on your way. You only need to ask.
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Posted by thehughman1
on 2008-03-31 22:25:08
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