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Ten things I love about Men
Okay, so - honestly, I cannot think of ten. I tried, and I can't right now. But what I CAN do, which I couldn't a month ago, is love them. I have had the opportunity to see many good things in men, especially here at thoughts and I'm grateful. People can be assholes, be them men......Read More

Posted on: 2009-07-01 19:52:10 | Rating:

| Views: 94 | Comments: 10 | Tags: Men stereotypes hope intolerance examine the lenses let go

Walking Away
Okay, I'm really struggling. I'm sad. I'm confused. I'm angry. You can say what you want to about right and wrong, about God and truth. I know what my gut tells me. And yet, I don't know anything. I've always been a detached person. Five years ago I had a very ominous and......Read More

Posted on: 2009-07-12 17:08:29 | Rating:

| Views: 42 | Comments: 4 | Tags: Fuck it judgement love abuse forgiveness walking away

Letting Go
It’s funny because I say I can’t walk away because I care, and don’t want to say “fuck it.” But the truth is that I do need to walk away. Not in the same way I may have before. This isn’t mine. Letting go is still necessary. I think I understand a......Read More

Posted on: 2009-07-16 23:04:53 | Rating:

| Views: 66 | Comments: 6 | Tags: Letting Go Healthy Giving up control attachment freedom

Honesty or Rudeness??
I hold a pretty strong belief that acting in love is always the best way to go. Yet, do I really do that? I also believe that honesty is the best policy. I respect someone for telling me the truth, no matter how hard. In fact, if you are evading the truth for my sake, I probably won't......Read More

Posted on: 2009-07-18 16:24:53 | Rating:

| Views: 55 | Comments: 3 | Tags: acting in love honesty harshness rudeness behavior lies respect

RAINBOW
Could practically see the whole thing which was pretty cool. ...Read More

Posted on: 2009-07-19 23:38:02 | Rating:

| Views: 43 | Comments: 5 | Tags: Rainbow Pic

Wanting More
I think we have all hoped to recreate, and perhaps relive, perfect moments that we have had. How often do we go into something expecting or hoping for it to be, or feel, like something we've already experienced? It occurred to me that it's actually kind of strange to do this. Why not......Read More

Posted on: 2009-07-21 22:47:03 | Rating:

| Views: 40 | Comments: 3 | Tags: Limiting ourselves happiness challenge cherished memories kicking out the walls

Embarrassing Story
It doesn't have to be embarrassing, I mean, it's not like everyone doesn't know we bleed, but still, as many times as I have to go to the store just for tampons and shit like that, it's hard not to feel like everyone is knowing that you are riding the crimson wave. So at lunch I......Read More

Posted on: 2009-07-23 23:18:19 | Rating:

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Am I a Monster?
I spent countless hours soaking in a tepid pool of my own sorrow. I replayed over and over all the moments between us that seemed to burn my very flesh at even the memory. I nursed my wounds to the point or reinjury. Time finally allowed the veil of pain to give way to reality ......Read More

Posted on: 2009-07-25 20:36:51 | Rating:

| Views: 80 | Comments: 4 | Tags: Coldness pain sorrow self-examination people relationships

Chicago Skydeck
Sears Tower from the ground - you can see the three skydecks near the top. Skydeck - view from the center deck - this is the south one. View from center skydeck of South deck. And straight down. See the river below. The skydecks......Read More