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On Suffering
No matter how much suffering there is in the world, God IS a God of peace, and of hope. I have no idea why so much suffering does exist. But the suffering I have endured has been, actually, a blessing. Nothing I have suffered has been a regret, because it makes me who I am, and I love......Read More

Posted on: 2009-10-03 11:58:45 | Rating:

| Views: 77 | Comments: 9 | Tags: suffering God peace trust

You are wasting your life
Do you seriously think that people are fooled by your excuses? You can't tell me you don't see that you can only talk for so long before you've completed that circle of bullshit, and there you are again, at square one, eating your own words.......Read More

Posted on: 2009-10-12 21:53:31 | Rating:

| Views: 92 | Comments: 11 | Tags: courage fear wasting your life risk reward frustration

Wish I knew
We are cut from the same cloth, you and I. Same green eyes, same crooked nose. Same relentless sarcasm, passionate distaste for authority and refusal to admit when we are wrong, especially to eachother. We've both had a difficult time keeping ourselves out of trouble but wish to seek and......Read More

Posted on: 2009-10-15 22:13:22 | Rating:

| Views: 27 | Comments: 0 | Tags: drug addiction hope

The Fall Feeling
It's been such a dreary day and I have had a fever and an annoying cough. Went to work for two hours, not sure why I even went because I feel like hammered sh*t. Watched Marley & Me which was so sad, and the cough medicine has contributed to my moodiness today. I think......Read More

Posted on: 2009-10-15 23:04:23 | Rating:

| Views: 50 | Comments: 5 | Tags: fall feeling where is my mind pixies fever moodiness

The Truth
Sometimes it's such a nice escape to come in here and read blogs... be transported into someone else's life, and away from my own. At the risk of sounding dramatic I do need an escape. Crashing down, caving in, crumbling walls these are, or so it seems today. One of those days when you......Read More

Posted on: 2009-10-21 23:31:14 | Rating:

| Views: 42 | Comments: 3 | Tags: anger sadness overwhelmed the truth hard to believe life

Afraid, but hopeful
I wish I had known... wish I had taken seriously the way you were acting. Helping you get all your bugs pinned to the board, leaves pasted to the pages for your science project.. you were acting listless, unattentive. I thought you were just trying to get out of homework because you didn't......Read More

Posted on: 2009-10-23 01:41:51 | Rating:

| Views: 36 | Comments: 5 | Tags: fear surgery helplessness anger hope God trust

Layers
We arrived at the hospital at 7am to see my nephew before his surgery. The surgeon said that the infection blocking his artery was in urgent need of removal. He said that normally they would want to keep him on antibiotics for a couple of weeks and get infection out before opening him......Read More

Posted on: 2009-10-24 23:56:49 | Rating:

| Views: 41 | Comments: 7 | Tags: surgery hope miracles faith God fear layers

Don't be a pussy
It's fascinating to me how completely opposite, and yet correct, two perspectives can be. I remember so well what it was like to laugh, to spit, in the face of faith. I'm not going to go all into it. But I was thinking today how I just, am so grateful for my faith now. And yet,......Read More