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starving to be perfect
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I wake up in the morning feeling weak and tired once again.
I go to the restroom to look at myself in the mirror.
What do I see?
A disappointment that should’ve not been born in this world.
I get naked and weigh myself, and it says that I weigh 110.I feel angry for......Read More
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Posted on: 2009-10-02 22:26:06 |
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eating disorder
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:) my day on thursday night:)
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well my day yesterday was good:):) ahha
even tho the guy that i like* the one that i was hopin i mistakenly heard he has a gf..well he does have one..been goin out for FOUR years heh*
but yeah lol we still cool:)
my new friends* i now know their names*
martin and uhm..well the other ones......Read More
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Posted on: 2009-10-02 20:51:11 |
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martin
joseph
johnny
garibay:)
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ah waht a day:) Explicit Content
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ah today was a very good day:)
spending time with mom
was a little anxious to go take math test
but..excited to see my guy freinds
but also nervous since..i was hoping i wouldnt get hurt like
ignored..ya know..how guys usually do
okay so today i slept well
had fun with my......Read More
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Posted on: 2009-09-30 01:04:51 |
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ah life<3
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very religious family.
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i love God
but my family makes me feel guilty becuase i wont go to church
i skip church once in a while
but it doesnt make me no different from them
maybe i skip it becuase i feel that they will tell me stuff
tryin to make me feel guilty
everytime i go to church
i get scared and......Read More
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Posted on: 2009-09-27 15:15:06 |
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but i also love God too
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weekend eheh
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i broke up with my bf and i feel so much better
hes just mean to me
i dont know why i didnt see that
i was just lookin at the good side of him
not realizing hes a jerk
i broke up with him
the same day i called brad
and he was happy to hear that
i told victor online
and he was......Read More
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Posted on: 2009-08-09 19:07:02 |
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drinking
smoking
hangingout late and had to wake u...
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appreciate what you have.
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Apreciate what you have
Don’t take advantage of it
It can easily be taken away
And someone will end up hurt
I love my life
My family
And my friends
They are everything to me
The meaning of my life
The beat of my heart
The sunshine in my life
I don’t let things......Read More
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Posted on: 2009-08-07 01:09:44 |
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before you lose it
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learn from ur mistakes
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i lost my breathe
and my heart broke
not completely wen we broke up
becuase little by little
he was breaking it
by pushing me away
when i needed a hug and a kiss
and by not telling me* i love you*
when i told him
he would even say* gosh, youve said that so many times......Read More
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Posted on: 2009-08-06 22:09:30 |
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he was very fake..im glad im single.
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shattered heart
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my heart cries for help
and no one seems to hear
its drowning in this ocean
filled with tears and sorrow
i cry and cry
but no one hears
no ones there
my hearts dying slowley
as its pushed away
forgotten
and left alone
its so hurt
i can barely breath
paralyzed
by my......Read More
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Posted on: 2009-08-02 13:45:35 |
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taken advantage..
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dear God,hes not the same
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i am goin thru a lot
not gonna give up tho
i thot i found true love
but he changed after a while
he is not tht sweet
we argue a lot
hes sweet sometimes
but not like he used to be
before we went out
i re read the messages sent bk and forth
before we were official as boyfriend......Read More
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Posted on: 2009-07-31 14:08:25 |
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hes not the same anymore..
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i hate this life..
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Everything makes me angry
and its kinda hard to get over it
im depressed and angry
i dont know what to do
its crazy very crazy
i would never hurt people but right now i feel like
smashing their heads open
i cant! i cant!
its hard since that person is part of me
i hate it ......Read More
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Posted on: 2009-07-09 14:34:09 |
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life
hatred
agony.kill me..old entry
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