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an er trip in the evening Explicit Content
*while still living in florida, this is what sometimes would happen if ray was the one that took me to the ER instead of Dragon. ray would never fight for me, and he didnt care if they treated me like crap.* 2007-09-01 last night I started having these weird pains in my......Read More

Posted on: 2009-08-17 04:02:50 | Rating:

| Views: 18 | Comments: 0 | Tags: ER pain husband "NOT drug seeking " hospitals stupid doctors

A Humbling Experience
2007-07-23 Today was my doctors appointment and then the FCE so that I could get my paperwork filled out for my disability claim. A Functional Capacity Evaluation (FCE) is an objective, systematic process of identifying and assessing an individual’s ability to physically......Read More

Posted on: 2009-08-17 02:50:22 | Rating:

| Views: 12 | Comments: 0 | Tags: FCE Disability ADL ability level PAIN 10/10 performance

what's a few pounds Explicit Content
5 to 7 small meals a day? Are you kidding me.... 09-07-2007 Updates: After touching base with my GP... who had not gotten any records from the hospital... and he was pissed. He was a lso perplexed as to the state of my arm. Why its still painful, why there is still......Read More

Posted on: 2009-08-16 06:34:00 | Rating:

| Views: 19 | Comments: 0 | Tags: weight-loss Neurologist Pain General Practioner hungry starving lectures diets

4AM LIE
2007-11-16 4 a.m. lie I got up at 4 am to get a soda from the refrigerator and before I can return, my husband has my drug pouch spread open and he s going though my medication. The fact that I called him, “a lying, cheating bastard.” Was entirely too good for him. DAMN......Read More

Posted on: 2009-08-15 09:27:43 | Rating:

| Views: 20 | Comments: 0 | Tags: domestic abuse disability chronic pain SSDI FL Law marriage divorce love hate hand-faste dreams paste present future kilts

dreams and panic attacks
2007-12-29 i'm having a panic attack right now. my heart feels like its going to race right out of my chest and im worried that its gonna bring on a full fledged tension headache which ii dont want right now. i had such a good night last night even with my knee going out at the......Read More

Posted on: 2009-08-15 03:19:17 | Rating:

| Views: 15 | Comments: 2 | Tags: dreams chronic pain totem Wolf Owl flight running dea wal-greens heart-song birdsong

Constantly In Pain
08/08/2009 What is Currently the Issue: My Life in Pain started in from 2000 with the discovery of the Osteoarthritis of my Spine & Knees. This is also when they found the Patella femoral Disorder. Which means that my knee caps are loose enough to track in every position,......Read More

Posted on: 2009-08-08 18:30:21 | Rating:

| Views: 44 | Comments: 1 | Tags: pain "workers comp " "morphine pump " bank neck lower back left shoulder RA Fibromylgia OA

MUA
Manipulation Under Anestesia 2008 It's Tuesday and on Wednesday I will start the PT. But As I have been trying to sleep still after having had this done, I am still not able and am still in as much pain and now i am in MORE pain than I was before the procedure. Dr......Read More

Posted on: 2009-08-06 20:08:12 | Rating:

| Views: 22 | Comments: 0 | Tags: Pain knees MUA doctors specialists anestesia crying PT Trust

a new test
everything seems like a test... and here i am preparaing another one... i dont know what im expecting. for the past 8 years or so i've been dealing with chronic pain issues. i've been taking medication, and now while i await a second e.p.t. test; i've been off the major meds for about 2......Read More