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Love and Light
Monday, March 26, 2007 Love and Light (dedicated to my Mom) It's something I might say to another friend in faith... in fact I have said it all my life to my friends like others might say hello or goodbye. It's not that I want to force my thoughts or feelings on them. I am so......Read More

Posted on: 2009-08-26 08:01:48 | Rating:

| Views: 10 | Comments: 0 | Tags: Hereos Mom Paganism Faith Paths Druidism Love Family Aquinas High School Pentacle search for Faith

Into the Spirit World
2007-07-02 it’s already after 5AM and I haven’t been to sleep yet. I am really tired but am so tired of being sick. I really need to make an appointment to see my GP…. There is something wrong if my skin hurts this way. I am listening to Men at Work and their......Read More

Posted on: 2009-08-22 23:38:20 | Rating:

| Views: 43 | Comments: 0 | Tags: Wolves Owls Butterflies Celtic Totem Guides birth of Spirit Spirit life Soul

full moon dance into numbness
2007-03-14 They filled margins of my journals with the boxes that were crammed full of all the emotional suffering that I was not allowed to deal with. And for 14 years I lived this way... hiding and crying... and after surviving all he had to do to me I hid into the world... I picked a......Read More

Posted on: 2009-08-19 05:23:54 | Rating:

| Views: 25 | Comments: 0 | Tags: Goddess ritual rape suicide gun blade friends father trust

Hecate
07-30-2007 Drawing Down the Moon Drawing Down the Moon is a very serious but moving and rewarding experience of having the Goddess descend unto you and what better Goddess than Hecate---Maiden, Mother, Crone, the three and the one. However, most only see Her as the dark aspect......Read More

Posted on: 2009-08-16 19:26:10 | Rating:

| Views: 42 | Comments: 0 | Tags: Hecate Open Grove Ritual cakes Moon Goddess love Luna Prietess Witches Protectress

changes
09-06-2007 Last night I went out for my Ritual… something Solitary for my self and for something I wanted to accomplish for others. The ritual itself went well. The Ring of Protection went off well and I felt calm before and after and I truly feel as if it will be ok.......Read More

Posted on: 2009-08-16 08:11:55 | Rating:

| Views: 13 | Comments: 0 | Tags: Solitary Ritual Grove SilverMoon Dragon Goddess "Universal Waite tarot deck " Migraines MRI Pain contrast. Coven Open Circle Different Paths Solitary Wiccan Self-discovery Pagan

High Priestess Card
09-08-2007 Self: The High Priestess Main (positional) meaning: Your intuitive receptivity is one of your greatest strengths. The card in the Self position reveals aspects of how you perceive yourself right now. The High Priestess craves deep communion with......Read More

Posted on: 2009-08-16 06:12:16 | Rating:

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life and Death trials
2007-09-11 It was so weird yesterday... I slept half the day and still managed to sleep last night. The last thing I remember last night was watching YouTube videos of a Salah, who's a French dancer doing this popping battle... then I was yawning. I just don't know why I was so tired......Read More

Posted on: 2009-08-16 04:48:57 | Rating:

| Views: 12 | Comments: 0 | Tags: Death walk Shaman Native American Medicine Woman Wise Woman Healer Psychic Battle Light Dark Knowledge Empath

A Night of Changes
a night of dance 2007-09-22 It truly was a time of many changes last night. Not Just how I felt entering the Grove, all decked out knowing that it might be my last night of dancing... nor that a part of me was ok with it. I lead a Saining last night and a new member of our......Read More

Posted on: 2009-08-15 17:16:52 | Rating:

| Views: 11 | Comments: 0 | Tags: Saining Dance bonfire love family hand-fast new life new love

So What Now
09-24-2007 Sometimes I wonder why my teacher does things for me or sets things up for me. Months ago he gave me a list of Artists that he wanted me to seek out and find on the Zune Marketplace. He gave me this Scholastic book called the Guardians of Ga’Hoole: The Captive and told......Read More

Posted on: 2009-08-15 17:10:47 | Rating:

| Views: 13 | Comments: 0 | Tags: "Brooms of Elder " Muin Ogham Druid Healer Wise-woman Pentacle Besom Elder Tree Elder vine elder leaf Pentacle circle Mother Maiden Crone M Blackberry Bush GentleWolf Shaman

Darkmoon Kiss
10-03-2007 I did try to sleep last night. I was tired finally but when it came right to it… I couldn’t. So I ended up just lying here and staring at the ceiling for the longest time. I kept trying to think about what changed my mood. Why the tears come so quick now. Even Now......Read More