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hate myself sometimes
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i can't explain things in a way that you might even understand except to say that i know that i let you both down and that i guess its fate... karma... something that shares the message in my dreams that tells me how much you're lives would be better off without me...
tonight i realized ..........Read More
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Posted on: 2009-11-21 03:19:16 |
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life
death
sadness
burden
balance
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boxes
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boxes
are squares
with more dimension-
boxes
are my inner feelings
they are the words
i speak
when there is no sound...
they portray the thoughts
that my mind will not speak
they are me
in every-way-
they glow
with the life
of my soul
and their life......Read More
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Posted on: 2009-09-19 18:52:34 |
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poetry
life
death
boxes
coffin
graves
joy
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Sentences
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Don’t tell me to write
In complete sentences
Who needs them?
Maybe you
In your mindless thought
Your thoughtless frenzy
Your frenzied mind.
I don’t need rules
Did it ever occur to you
That rules
Are just excuses
To disguise your
Thoughtless frenzy
In......Read More
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Posted on: 2009-09-19 18:19:08 |
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Poetry
school
teachers
writing
joy
free thinking
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Snuffed Out
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Jimmy did a porno
It turned out to be a snuff.
He always liked the rough trade,
But never quite this rough.
The pit bulls were so hungry,
And their sounds made Jimmy pale,
But the shackles held him fast
And he was blinded by the veil.
Cerberus unchained
As the psychopath......Read More
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Posted on: 2009-09-19 18:07:28 |
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poetry
terror
pain
shackles
blind-devotion
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a creation of the Inner selves
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we wander through the mountains together
we search them for understanding
for truth...
for love...
for hope....
when we walk out of the clearing
we see the hunger
the raw emotion
and the anger mixed with your lust...
for the young innocent blood that courses
through our......Read More
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Posted on: 2009-09-19 18:02:29 |
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poetry
nightmares
death
hope
child abuse
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You saved me... again.
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woke up blind
my eyes unseeing
my heart unfeeling
after you tried to kill me
my mind reeling
as i tried to decipher
the reasons behind the hatred.
my past has been an open book
you have accepted me
attempting to see past the
barriers i throw up
to keep myself......Read More
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Posted on: 2009-09-19 16:17:36 |
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Comments: 2 | Tags:
poetry
domestic-violence
love
safety
truth
joy
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Wolf Song
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i can listen to you howl at the moon
the wolf song deep in my mind..
but you won't let me help you...
blaming me for my short-comings, my insecurities..
i want to flee this land....
run from it before it burns me
but its too late.
the scars have been opened.
my......Read More
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Posted on: 2009-09-19 16:05:57 |
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Comments: 4 | Tags:
poetry
life
death
love
hate
blood-moon
Samhain
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