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hate myself sometimes
i can't explain things in a way that you might even understand except to say that i know that i let you both down and that i guess its fate... karma... something that shares the message in my dreams that tells me how much you're lives would be better off without me... tonight i realized ..........Read More
Posted on: 2009-11-21 03:19:16 |  Rating: | Views: 14 | Comments: 1 | Tags: life  death  sadness  burden  balance 
Child Warrior
a child warrior.... I’m just a child warrior Walking the streets of soldiery, Skipping ‘cross land mines. I take my place along the front lines. Use fire and revolution Protest religious persecution In a grown-up world. Ran away from home to be a martyr.......Read More
Posted on: 2009-09-19 18:56:58 |  Rating: | Views: 44 | Comments: 2 | Tags: poetry  pain  death  struggle  life  love  childhood  adults  abuse  hatred  freedom  volunteer  war 
boxes
boxes are squares with more dimension- boxes are my inner feelings they are the words i speak when there is no sound... they portray the thoughts that my mind will not speak they are me in every-way- they glow with the life of my soul and their life......Read More
Posted on: 2009-09-19 18:52:34 |  Rating: | Views: 25 | Comments: 0 | Tags: poetry  life  death  boxes  coffin  graves  joy 
Carnival
The fear of death is a private thing- So you close your eyes and the black wall of faces leers back at you, toothless and old. but open them, see the city, blazing, bounce off the oily river. See the ferris wheel, playing no music it leaves those at the top spinning in......Read More
Posted on: 2009-09-19 18:47:03 |  Rating: | Views: 30 | Comments: 0 | Tags: poetry  death  sorrow  joy  god  Goddess  childhood  innocence lost  growing-up  abuse  pain 
Sentences
Don’t tell me to write In complete sentences Who needs them? Maybe you In your mindless thought Your thoughtless frenzy Your frenzied mind. I don’t need rules Did it ever occur to you That rules Are just excuses To disguise your Thoughtless frenzy In......Read More
Posted on: 2009-09-19 18:19:08 |  Rating: | Views: 32 | Comments: 1 | Tags: Poetry  school  teachers  writing  joy  free thinking 
Snuffed Out
Jimmy did a porno It turned out to be a snuff. He always liked the rough trade, But never quite this rough. The pit bulls were so hungry, And their sounds made Jimmy pale, But the shackles held him fast And he was blinded by the veil. Cerberus unchained As the psychopath......Read More
Posted on: 2009-09-19 18:07:28 |  Rating: | Views: 32 | Comments: 0 | Tags: poetry  terror  pain  shackles  blind-devotion 
a creation of the Inner selves
we wander through the mountains together we search them for understanding for truth... for love... for hope.... when we walk out of the clearing we see the hunger the raw emotion and the anger mixed with your lust... for the young innocent blood that courses through our......Read More
Posted on: 2009-09-19 18:02:29 |  Rating: | Views: 15 | Comments: 0 | Tags: poetry  nightmares  death  hope  child abuse 
You saved me... again.
woke up blind my eyes unseeing my heart unfeeling after you tried to kill me my mind reeling as i tried to decipher the reasons behind the hatred. my past has been an open book you have accepted me attempting to see past the barriers i throw up to keep myself......Read More
Posted on: 2009-09-19 16:17:36 |  Rating: | Views: 20 | Comments: 2 | Tags: poetry  domestic-violence  love  safety  truth  joy 
Wolf Song
i can listen to you howl at the moon the wolf song deep in my mind.. but you won't let me help you... blaming me for my short-comings, my insecurities.. i want to flee this land.... run from it before it burns me but its too late. the scars have been opened. my......Read More
Posted on: 2009-09-19 16:05:57 |  Rating: | Views: 24 | Comments: 4 | Tags: poetry  life  death  love  hate  blood-moon  Samhain   
Windows of the Soul
Eyes that once danced Now drown in weary tears Confessing the secrets of your heart, Admitting all your fears. And as I gently touch your face, We two become one. The clouds will slowly roll away And we’ll live beneath the sun. Open, dear, your soul to me, And......Read More
Posted on: 2009-09-19 15:52:34 |  Rating: | Views: 13 | Comments: 0 | Tags: Poetry  love  soul-mates  Anam Cara  Mo Anam cara  "love at first sight  " or type 

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