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Awareness in absence Day 2
As promised the evening before as a result of a phone conversation my friend makes an appearance at my residence of one. We chat; I show him some of the things I was writing about a dream I had had the night before. The nature of this relationship that until last night was actively occurring......Read More

Posted on: 2008-11-02 04:35:08 | Rating:

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Awareness in absence Day 1
We became I on Thursday October 30, 2008. To instigate a single action; proof that I would no longer play victim to the woman I love. The overtly sensitive trigger of the emotionally destructive tactic my girlfriend employed so many times before seemed to force my hand to reach for the phone......Read More

Posted on: 2008-11-02 04:31:17 | Rating:

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Another night in paradise Explicit Content
Another fight with my girlfriend that is more of a girl then a friend; feeling love and commitment are exceptionally overrated. It is nearly five hours after the fact and I am finally...Read More

Posted on: 2008-10-30 05:18:59 | Rating:

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Two years invested
After nearly two years of riding the rocky roller coaster I call a relationship, something happened. I posted a few weeks ago a blog entry here . Talking about my isolation and frustration in relationship I was feeling to demanding of my time and thoughts. I vented out my anger online,......Read More

Posted on: 2008-10-18 06:35:13 | Rating:

| Views: 66 | Comments: 1 | Tags: allan strange anniversary relationship self-esteem abandonment commitment

What I want in a woman
I want someone that would let me apply the golden rule to them. In that I can give to them, and they can give to me in an almost balanced sort of way. I like the idea of a team, a partnership, I know its cliché to say but I would like someone similar to myself. I enjoy who......Read More

Posted on: 2008-10-02 05:30:57 | Rating:

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Crazy Woman Explicit Content
Its hitting me today in a way I can't ignore it. I have been with the same girl for over two years, lets call her Sandy for the purpose of reference. ...Read More

Posted on: 2008-10-02 02:00:03 | Rating:

| Views: 241 | Comments: 2 | Tags: love allan strange relationships violence hypocrisy abuse help should I stay should I go counselling woman self-esteem