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The freshness of my luck
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I really miss my home country Portugal.
When I still lived there I really wanted to move to Germany. I thought my life would change, that my usual routine would have an end. I was right about that. It did change, I no longer have the same routine as I used to have then, but I now seriously......Read More
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Posted on: 2009-11-19 16:02:47 |
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portugal
country
freshness
remebrance
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The end of lies
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You might want to read my blog "Insane" before you read this one. You'd understand more of what I'm going to write now.
We were in a relationship for only two weeks, it was a virtual one, so that should explain it all... at least, that is an explanation to me.
I know it was......Read More
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Posted on: 2009-11-19 15:31:38 |
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Comments: 9 | Tags:
love
feelings
him
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Posted on: 2009-10-24 12:39:51 |
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life
my life
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Insane!
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I'm in a virtual relationship since yesterday. I've known him for one year now and ever since we've met he has been saying he loves me.
I guess I told him that too one day ago and yes I know I'm loosing my mind!
Always saying that I'm not naive in my blogs but apparently I am.
What has......Read More
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Posted on: 2009-10-17 16:30:52 |
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insane
me
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From love to like to hate
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I want to be able to show my feelings to people, but I can't.
I got scared of showing them.
Everyone tells me I'm cold-hearted or that I have a big heart in which all my emotions fit and so I have no need to show them to anyone.
Who knows?
People talk about love and then ask me so what......Read More
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Posted on: 2009-10-16 09:49:09 |
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love
cold-hearted
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Permanent solution to a temporary problem
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Some of my internet friends tell me I should make true friends in real life and not just over the internet. As if they knew what reality is in my case!
They've all got no clue. They've got friends, they're happy and so they automatically assume that I can just walk out to the street and just......Read More
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Posted on: 2009-10-08 15:12:40 |
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friends
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Materialistic happiness causes emotional misery.
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The title summarizes my life.
I've got everything I need, actually more than anyone does need. I'm happy with what I got but to be honest I think having so much causes misery in a person's life.
Still the greed is so high that I can't say no to a new computer for studies, to a nice place......Read More
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Posted on: 2009-10-02 12:33:08 |
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misery
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me
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Lost !
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I'm feeling terrible today.
I feel like I've lost. Lost the good time I had, lost my spirit, my laugh, my life !
I'm just like a dead battery. Can I ever be recharged and last with full energy ?? ...Read More
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Posted on: 2009-08-09 11:11:50 |
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Pure guilt over everything
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Here goes another day of guilt. Pure guilt over everything.
I have never ever harmed anyone and I have never done bad things but I'm the one who always feels guilty.
I feel guilty when I don't do anything during the day. I just sit around, complain and wait for any motivation to come. Every......Read More
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Posted on: 2009-05-31 03:21:26 |
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guilt
anger
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life
thoughts
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I might as well lock myself in !
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All this hatred within me, towards ALL guys, towards ALL girls, even towards MYSELF!
I really want to lock myself in my room and never ever come out again!
I see no point in going out into the world since cruelty awaits right by my front door.
I haven't had NO friends at all for......Read More
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Posted on: 2009-05-30 13:09:31 |
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lies
anger
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