Right now I’m just really pissed. I can’t believe he’s supposed to be my father. What father demands thousands of kroners (Norwegian money) of his 16 year old daughter? Money he knows I haven’t stolen. Now he tells me he has forgotten about me. Forgotten his very own daughter.

I felt this great whole in my stomach when I heard it. It seems like he’s playing the evil role, just to put me down and “win”. Rather winning than keeping a good relationship with your daughter, eh? Fuck him. He has been like this my whole life. Started out as a drunk who locked me in and scared me to death to have something to laugh about, then to tell me he never wanted to see me again. Then he blamed my mother for hitting me, and my stepdad for raping me. He even stole 200.000 kroners from my mum. And now he says I’m the one to blame because 6000 kroners was stolen by a homeless guy.

So my room is now taken by my sister, and all of my stuff is in paper boxes outside the front door.
And then he forgot about me.