The very strange conversation with Shaii I wrote about in the last blog entry.

I confronted him. I decided that I would no more be scared of him.
I did too. He tried to get away from it at first. But after a while he said they had been going out.
He was too much of a coward to break up properly, so she found out herself.
That way she thought they had been together until like a week ago.
He seemed angry and scared when I confronted him... He really did.
But then I calmed him down and said I didn't feel threatened by it, I just want him to tell the truth.
He said it was a good thing that I had the guts to talk to him.
He wish he could. It was hard to him, he said.
I know you've been scared of me dating other people as well, I said.
Yeah... I just never know how to put it. I'm scared to lose you, he said.

I can't really trust this guy.
But I hope I at least managed to scare him a bit.