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I had a bad day
Shit. I simply can't handle this. I'm sobbing like a baby. It's too much to me. The day started out really well, heard I'll get a 6 (which is the best possible mark) in science which is going to be there the rest of my life. Which is good. Then I had to go pick something up at......Read More

Posted on: 2008-06-03 18:04:24 | Rating:

| Views: 149 | Comments: 2 | Tags: school science family depression fight parents rudeness love drugs crying

Those moments
I don't know what happened. I just completely lost grip of the moment. I disappeared out of the present, I could see myself from the outside. What a joke this superficial life is. Those moments scare me. I get them too often, and everytime I start thinking of why. Everything seems so meaningless......Read More

Posted on: 2008-06-09 11:12:25 | Rating:

| Views: 73 | Comments: 0 | Tags: depression love drugs happiness

My second virginity, hashish. Gone.
Okay. So I let in. The one thing I've been so sure my whole life I'd never do. And I did it this weekend. Twice. It was getting hard to resist. I knew so much about it. I knew how to prepare it, I knew where to buy it, how much and to what price. I knew the difference between green,......Read More