OK, so I made a list of things I’ll have to do to make everyday much better: 1. Do the pregnancy test 2. Come to some kind of solution with my dad 3. Maintain the relationship with my... Read More
Posted by: incense on 2008-05-02 13:34:06
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I just came home from the party I chose to be the very last party I’d spend with Kyle. But now that I know I should break up with him, it feels like I just can’t. I’m so damn... Read More
Posted by: incense on 2008-05-03 19:32:47
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Okay, I’ll let you meet Haakon. Haakon is a very nice guy. He does skateboarding, he has a nice family, and he doesn’t steal, doesn’t do drugs, no gang fighting or anything like... Read More
Posted by: incense on 2008-05-04 16:07:33
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Ha-ha. Well. My dad finally decided it was okay to meet me again. It went very good, he agreed to everything I said. Oh yes, he had been handling the situation very badly, and he didn’t play... Read More
Posted by: incense on 2008-05-05 17:57:02
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These lyrics are perfect to the situation between Kyle and me. How can I think I'm standing strong, Yet feel the air beneath my feet? How can happiness feel so wrong? How can misery... Read More
Posted by: incense on 2008-05-06 14:53:02
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"Good night, baby. I love you very much. You're my sun in the day and my moon in the night. Without those things, I wouldn't have a reason to live." Ouch. I think I did get his... Read More
Posted by: incense on 2008-05-06 16:41:31
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I'm listening to my friend telling me how suicidal he is. Or, he isn't really telling me, that's the problem. "I feel miserable. I find myself wishing I managed what I didn't manage a couple... Read More
Posted by: incense on 2008-05-11 18:51:34
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God. I hate him I hate him. I hate him so much. I don't know what's wrong with me... I get these abstincenes, and then I go to his place, we fuck, and then I feel ready to break up. The next... Read More
Posted by: incense on 2008-05-13 18:04:47
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Well... This was... I don't know. Shaii says: Tuva , Tuva says: Hey Shaii says: You really pretty. Tuva says: Thanks :) You too Shaii says: blah, no way haha. i... Read More
Posted by: incense on 2008-05-18 16:25:21
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The very strange conversation with Shaii I wrote about in the last blog entry. I confronted him. I decided that I would no more be scared of him. I did too. He tried to get away from it at... Read More
Posted by: incense on 2008-05-18 16:33:14
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I've stopped thinking. I can't help but just letting things happen and go on like they use to. I can't change anything as I want to. I can't stop what I am doing, even though it's wrong. Or I... Read More
Posted by: incense on 2008-05-29 14:11:30
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