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BDSM - sex as a hobby?
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I’ll have to say that I felt quite bad when I sat in the backseat of my grandparents’ car, while I read about a 13 year old girl who was caught as a sex slave for 36 days, and realized I was wet. I suppose that was the first time I realized for real that this was a part of me, and not......Read More
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Posted on: 2008-09-08 05:22:53 |
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Comments: 2 | Tags:
sex
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I need his attention. Explicit Content
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A lot of things has happened lately. I'm so confused. Just a couple of days ago everything was fine and good and perfect. And then, two days ago, a friend died. He fell down a cliff. I didn't know him very well, but Kyle
did. Since then, everything has been hell for me, and probably for him......Read More
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Posted on: 2008-08-01 21:03:04 |
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love
depression
death
cheating
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I like it when he tries to seduce me Explicit Content
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It's like I'm obsessed with him being unsecure on me. I don't know why. But I want him to have a small worry about me cheating on him. As if I want him to believe I might have feelings for someone else
. I want him to think my feelings for him is fading. I like scaring him. I don't know......Read More
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Posted on: 2008-07-11 18:39:34 |
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sex
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relationship
sad
insanity
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What's the big deal about life? Explicit Content
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One question has intruded my mind recently:
When life is so easy to make and so easy to take, how come life is so important? If it's such a sin to make it all end, then why is it so damn easy?
I was sitting by the pool in Spain a couple of days ago. Let my feet touch the surface. It......Read More
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Posted on: 2008-07-10 19:35:18 |
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death
suicide
life
philosophy
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My second virginity, hashish. Gone. Explicit Content
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Okay.
So I let in.
The one thing I've been so sure my whole life I'd never do.
And I did it this weekend.
Twice.
It was getting hard to resist. I knew so much about it. I knew h
ow to prepare it, I knew where to buy it, how much and to what price. I knew the difference between......Read More
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Posted on: 2008-06-16 17:15:33 |
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Comments: 2 | Tags:
drugs
hashish
cannabis
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Those moments
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I don't know what happened. I just completely lost grip of the moment. I disappeared out of the present, I could see myself from the outside. What a joke this superficial life is. Those moments scare me. I get them too often, and everytime I start thinking of why. Everything seems so meaningless......Read More
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Posted on: 2008-06-09 11:12:25 |
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depression
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I had a bad day Explicit Content
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XXXXX. I simply can't handle this. I'm sobbing like a baby. It's too much to me.
The day started out really well, heard I'll get a 6 (which is the best possible mark) in science which is going to
be there the rest of my life. Which is good.
Then I had to go pick something up......Read More
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Posted on: 2008-06-03 18:04:24 |
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Comments: 2 | Tags:
school
science
family
depression
fight
parents
rudeness
love
drugs
crying
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I keep lying Explicit Content
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I've stopped thinking. I can't help but just letting things happen and go on like they use to. I can't
change anything as I want to. I can't stop what I am doing, even though it's wrong. Or I can, but I
ju...Read More
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Posted on: 2008-05-29 14:11:30 |
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pain
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school
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Concerning the last post...
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The very strange conversation with Shaii I wrote about in the last blog entry.
I confronted him. I decided that I would no more be scared of him.
I did too. He tried to get away from it at first. But after a while he said they had been going out.
He was too much of a coward to break up......Read More
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Posted on: 2008-05-18 16:33:14 |
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Comments: 2 | Tags:
cheating
confrontation
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love
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