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I cry at the realization that, forever, i'm cursed being me.
I'm the one who you'll let go of easily
with no second thought
no guilt
no remorse.
Yes, i'm the one who needs love,
bleeds love,
but is completely unlovable
intorerable
unfixable.
I guess i'd rather die than get well.
I'm a mess, with bad habits
and everyday i seem to pick up new ones.
But I have no regrets because, atleast, they make me feel better.
Give me all the pills you'd like.
But i'll medicate myself because you don't understand
the depth of my pain
and what amount of toxins it takes to get rid of it.
I've fallen apart,
but life enjoys seeing my failed attempts
and keeps me alive for its demented pleasure.
What can I say now?
you left with no goodbye,
and only you knew that kiss would be the last.
I'll cut myself open,
I'll find the source of my misery,
i'll hold it in my hands,
and watch it beat
beat
beat
for the last time. |
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Posted by idowhatiwant on 2008-07-18 15:35:44 | Rating: | Views: 117
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great thought! I am so agree with you~
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Posted by eylcecooper
on 2008-07-19 05:34:55
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