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It's snowing, here in Missouri. It snowed all day during school and i had to drive home, with my really bad tires and leaking car. Only got stuck once though. Mike, my brother and I pushed it, and slid it across the ice. It's so cold. I wore sweatpants to school today, two shirts and a hoodie. It's getting closer to Christmas, and we still dont have a tree. It used to be so exciting to get a tree when i was younger. Everything feels so different, and i dont like it. It's like i dont have a comfort zone anymore. I can't go home. What is home? I never thought i would feel like this, so excluded. I wish i was six years old again. I wish i could help saw down the christmas tree, and i wish my dad was still here to put me on his shoulders so i could put the star on the top of the tree. :( Am i depressed? I dont know if this is depression. Its more like me throwing a hissy fit? My stomach hurts all the time now, and i get bad headaches. I dont like living on my own very much. I hate being away from everybody. What should i do?
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Posted by idontspeakenglish on 2007-12-07 09:39:09 | Rating: | Views: 78
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I am sorry you are feeling so strange and sad and confused all at once. But I can relate to you. When I lived on my own I felt just like you are,feeling that noone really cared about me and stuff like that.But it was me feeling that way. Everyone else was married in my family and they were kinda jealous because I didn't have to answer to any one and my house was always clean and they didin't have that..Why is it you feel you can't go Home? I can only hope that you can find some peace in your heart and find some close friends to talk things over with. God bless you and praying things will get better for you.
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Posted by Hollis
on 2007-12-16 12:13:51
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