its so easy for thoughts to form themselves when you are daydreaming or trying to help yourself sleep. but right now that i am trying to form the words that came to mind while i was daydreaming they dont sound as dramatic as when i was formulating them in my head.
i remember thinking......Read More
Posted on: 2007-12-05 14:28:34 |
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i have a recurring thought in my head. whenever i am sad i think of it and then i am okay. my thought? its a thought of me and you in the snow, rubbing noses, hugging and just letting the snow fall. i dont know why i just picture that and then im okay. i love winter because i feel closer to you......Read More
Posted on: 2007-12-08 09:08:30 |
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a year ago today i remember having a really heavy heart after church. went to dinner feeling bad because i thought you were mad at me. it started as a miscommunication of who was going to ride with whoever. or i think it was more of i was feeling bad because you did not come with me to shop and i......Read More
right now i feel so "tragic". and its the season for rejoicing. takes so much energy to keep a smile and a positive attitude at all times. i just keep thinking i will not be given anything i cannot handle. and things that hurt me will only make me stronger. or a better CIA
its......Read More
i am drifting. stressed and scared. bad combination. tired too. emotionally and physically.
several times i find myself giving up. losing hope. finding no reason to fight to live. then i come across people who care so much that i feel so ashamed that such a thought crossed my head.......Read More
i miss things being carefree. i miss smiling and lauging simply because. last night i was thinking. thinking of all the times i spent with you. and how carefree and happy i was with you. how i enjoyed not being right, not winning, just bugging you. i missed learning and playing tennis, and yoga.......Read More
Posted on: 2007-12-27 10:15:16 |
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