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So I talked to Jason again the other night, and after our spouses were safely out of eye-shot, we discussed our little, ahem, episode from about a month ago. He reconfirmed that he did not regret it in the least; his only worry was that his feelings for me ran deeper than he realized, and he wasn't sure exactly how to handle it. I told him the truth, that I had been living with that fear/worry for years now. I said that I didn't know exactly what it was between us, a sort of passion for lack of a better word, some odd chemistry or some such thing, and although I love my husband very much and couldn't imagine life without him, I love Jason too. (I was much more poetic the other night, but this is the gist of it.) He totally agreed, said the feeling was completely mutual. I was very happy to hear him say that, because I always worry in my head that I'll say too much or the wrong thing and it'll kinda flip him out a little bit and make things awkward. Mind you, I'm not aiming to make him fall in love with me or any such thing, I'm not trying to be a husband stealer or a home wrecker or anything of the sort. And I'd never leave Zeke for him, not that he'd ever ask me to. We're just exceptionally good friends, we love each other, we're very close and we have a history together that's not easily brushed aside. I'd rather be in his life as a long distance booty call than not be in it at all. I would hope that he sees me as more than that though. :)
Speaking of which, yeah, we did it again. I don't even know how exactly we got onto the subject of sex--oh, I remember. We had our webcams on, and he had said something goofy and I stuck my tongue out at him. Well, my tongue happens to be pierced, and he just thinks that's cooler than shit, and he said "I would SO take oral from you! if you're offering, of course :)" Like I said before, we do a LOT of flirting and sexual innuendoes and stuff. I took my hair down and gave him another titty show, and he showed me how hard he was getting, and I showed him how wet I was getting, and one thing kinda led to another....this time we actually did cum together and it was really cool. He asked at one point before I orgasmed if there was any way he could hear me, I had to tell him no because it was quite late and Zeke was asleep, I was trying to keep my volume down. I tend to be rather loud when I cum though, and I did hate to deprive him of that. I'm thinking perhaps of making him a little movie, complete with sound, that way he can listen to me cum for him over and over again. :) Good idea, yes/no?
I'm writing a story for him too, a little erotic fantasy thing, but it's just not sounding right to me somehow. I've been trying to read some stories online, get some ideas, but I didn't want it to be outright porn, y'know? I wish I could just write out what I want, like I can here. I want his hands on me. Jason has these big hands, he's a big person overall and it's such a turnon, imagining him on top of me. He has great lips too, they're so soft and just yummy, mmm, I just want those lips to kiss every part of my body. I want his hands to caress every inch of me, to knead my boobs and grab my ass and finger-fuck my pussy...man, I'm wet just thinking of it all. And I want to touch him, to kiss him and bite his nipples (I love guy nipples), to take his cock in my mouth and swirl my pierced tongue around it until he nearly loses his mind and his load. I want to suck his balls too, he's got such big nads, I want to see if they fit in my mouth. I think it would be fun to let him titty-fuck me, if he wants to. And of course I want him to eat my pussy, to lick my clit and make me come all over his face, oh yes. Been dreaming of that for quite some time. Then he can tear me apart with that cock of his, just screw me senseless. Mmm. Wow, my clit's all hard now, imagining all this. I love to fantasize about Jason. I have no idea if he thinks about the same things, but I at least hope they're along the same lines. One of these days I may send him to this blog, see what he thinks of it, not tell him it's mine at first (though he's not stupid, he'd figure it out pretty quick). Someday, when I'm feeling braver. Amazing that I can be so sexually explicit for strangers, but shy around someone I'm so close to. Go figure.
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Posted by housecat on 2008-01-07 01:21:01 | Rating: | Views: 95
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