hey. today is going well. Justin and i got into a coupil fights here and there but all is well. he is acting really weird lately. but all is good. i miss my grandfather terribly. its like i dont want my birthday to come cause i know hes not on earth for my 19th birthday and that hurts me to know that. anyways.... i know what it is to be a mother. its not easy so if your a child of a mother cut her some slack shes doing her best. see i raised both my brother and my sister and its just not easy. if your a mom keep up the good work. there are good moms and there are bad moms. and example of a bad mom is someone that dont pay attension to there children unless its show off time and someone who is in to many sports for someone who has kids. an example of a good mom is someone who is always there for the kids when they need them dont hit them and keeps there ears open for when the kids need to talk so whoever you are your kids are trying and so is your mom. anyways.. your going about reading this i miles well tell you my name is muriel. i am 18. i am so upset right now. my grandfather thoughts will never go away but i know that he is in a better place right now. and that i would give anything just to see him one last time. but i know thats never going to happen but anyways i guess ill talk to you later