hi again
I am so tired.  I suffer flashbacks from my past so often it really confuses day and night!!  It's like living two lives, a repeat of childhood stuck in one place, like groundhog day!  While my 'today' life goes on as normal.  Hence why I am tired.  I am fed up with re-living my past, I want it to dissapear and leave me alone to get on with my today life.  I am happy with my life now, so why do I still get these flashbacks?  Surely the art of being a survivor is that you have come through the other side, tattered and torn, but we survived.  And knowing that I have escaped the rediculous stastistics that say once abused will abuse and have a lovely family and home.
Hopefully the past will leave me alone for my break away in the camper at the beach this weekend (Easter).  Brrr the weather looks lousy, even snow is forcast, it could be rather chilly near the sea, but will be good to spend quality time away with my husband.
Have a great Easter everyone...